Ted died. It's all my fault.

[Matthieu Adams]

I hurt him by accident and he died in my hands.

I...

I'm so sorry. I don't think I deserve to be on the forums anymore. Not after what happened. Ted would never forgive me.

 

[acpart]

I'm sorry for your loss. It happens. Sometimes we do everything we can for them and they just don't make it and sometimes they die because of something we did. It feels terrible, but it happens. It's happened to me too. I can't tell you not to feel bad about it; I think it's useful to mourn the loss and to mourn your role in it, but I hope this doesn't make you feel that you should never own a reptile again. Take some time to process it and then see where you are.

Aliza

 

[Matthieu Adams]

I need to change Bill's name out of respect for Ted. It doesn't seem right for there to be only one member of the Wild Stallions. I don't have the heart to tell their old owner what happened. I'm not in contact with her much but... I promised to take care of them and I failed.