Golden Gate Geckos
Mean Old Gecko Lady
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I'm so sad. I had to put down two of my beloved geckos today... my Tremper reverse stripe male and a lovely patternless female. The male was mauled by a female during a breeding attempt and suffered permanent damage to his spine, and the female laid a clutch of eggs last October and has never eaten again. There was no quality of life for either of them anymore, and my heart was broken every time I dropper-fed them. It's horrible to see something you love waste away and not know what to do to help them.
There was a time when I could not even imagine killing one of my geckos. I would let them go as long as possible, agonize over the decision, and when it finally sunk into my head that they would never recover I took them to a vet to euthanize them with an injection.
Today, I put two of my geckos in the refrigerator until they went into a cold coma, and then put them into the freezer. I killed my geckos today, and the only people that can even come close to understanding how heartsick I am are all of you. Sometimes I think if I hear another "it's only a stupid lizard", I will go postal.
My husband told me, "A good breeder cares enough about their animals to humanely end their lives when there is no hope... and a better breeder feels horrible about doing it".
I hope this makes me a "better" breeder...
There was a time when I could not even imagine killing one of my geckos. I would let them go as long as possible, agonize over the decision, and when it finally sunk into my head that they would never recover I took them to a vet to euthanize them with an injection.
Today, I put two of my geckos in the refrigerator until they went into a cold coma, and then put them into the freezer. I killed my geckos today, and the only people that can even come close to understanding how heartsick I am are all of you. Sometimes I think if I hear another "it's only a stupid lizard", I will go postal.
My husband told me, "A good breeder cares enough about their animals to humanely end their lives when there is no hope... and a better breeder feels horrible about doing it".
I hope this makes me a "better" breeder...